I’m awake simply because I refuse to sleep.

I refuse to sleep simply because I don’t know what to do with my life.

I don’t know what to do with my life because I can’t decide what to do.

I can’t decide what to do because I feel that I’m not good enough to follow through with it.

I feel like I can’t follow through because everything I’ve ever tried I wasn’t good enough.

I’m not good enough because I don’t feel free enough to kept trying.

I can’t keep trying because I’m pressured to do the “right” things to make a living.

But I’m not doing anything, just staying awake simply because I refuse to sleep.

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